Haven’t slept or eaten for days, but i’m still up at 3am starting the long grind for vial of the sands - starting with levelling archaeology for the recipe..
go do it and put yr url as yr name so i can laugh at u
its two weeks until i start university and today i woke up at 4pm and my sleeping pattern is terrible and my entire life is terrible and its all going to shit and easily 99% of the problem is world of warcraft but i can’t stop playing it and i dont know what i’d do if i did stop playing it - even though i guess i can think of at least 10 other things i should or could do, i would feel bored and anxious and i’d just end up playing it again and my therapist told me straight, that if i dont at least cut down on it i’m going to have very little chance of making it through university again and im so scared oh my god.
i feel so fat and unattractive and i wish i could motivate myself to do something about it but i just keep eating my sad away and i know that whne i get to uni im going to feel so horrible and awful and ugly and ill probably cry if anyone looks at me and i just i’m so scared ugh
i really want to get through it this time.
Had a nice spring clean, moved the bedroom back upstairs (vinny’s parents are coming soon ugh), and have uncovered the window so we can actually have light in here lool
i skipped out on a guild raid to do this but whatever
Apparently two movies were made from Banana Yoshimoto’s books - does anybody know where I can find/watch/download these movies?
ugh today is actually really great so far
like i am finally on the top of the waiting list for therapy which is great because ive been waiting 8 months
vinny got his tax return so $$$$$$
my les mis book came after 18 days waiting!!! and the replacement copy is much nicer than the one i ordered :33
we got paid!
vinny’s finally happy because the house is tidy
on the downside our 90 days free wow ran out but we can afford to resub again so thats ok
oh and we found some really cheap flea meds for the cats (like the good brand not shitty ones that might hurt them)
also my strawberry nails havent chipped one bit isnt that fantastic